Dear Buffy

I was just thinking about how I have never really been invited to a wedding. I don't want to go to a wedding persai. I probably would feel anxious and uncomfortable and say something inappropriate and/or drunk, like one of Xander's relatives. I don't feel like I'm missing out that I've never gone, but I just feel a little depressed that I don't have any friends that close. You have such a close tight knit group of friends that you've known since you were 15 and have bonded with over life and death situations. I guess stand up kinda can feel like a life or death situation. And I do love my fellow comedians and performance artists more fiercly than I've ever loved anything. I just am a little envious of that bond that is forged from fighting the apocolypse and smelly demons over and over again. I don't know if I have anyone in my life that is so close with me they would invite me to the happiest day of their life.

I don't know.

Babs