Friday, August 24, 2012

Dear Buffy,

I'm feeling so overwhelmed right now. I have to move out of my place in the next two days and I have to figure my life out financially, career wise, and emotionally. I just want to be a little kid who watches sci fi tv and plays with stuffed animals but now there's like bills and papers and stuff... I wish I had a Giles to help me out with that sort of thing. I could use a good watcher. Or I wish I was a slayer so I could be like "adulthood? pish posh, I have to save the world!" And that attitude is why we both have annoying day jobs siiiigh.

The Spike stuff in the comic is pretty interesting. I like him more than Angel; I don't even give a shit if that makes me a monster!!!

You know how the demon dimensions and your dimensions are kinda eroding upon each other? That's how I feel about my happy sweet positive side and my hard working comedy side.

lots of love,

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Dear Buffy,

Hey... Feeling so lost and listless right now. Like without a direction. That's a good thing about being a slayer (and/or a comedian sometimes) you feel like you have a real purpose. Whenever you could have given up, you knew you had to keep saving the world, because it was your calling. I just feel so weak and unfunny that I feel like maybe this isn't my calling. Maybe I'm just not cut out for it. Maybe they can make a robot Babs to live my life for me and I could go hide in a cave or secret house like you did a couple months ago in the comic. What if they already did make a robot Babs? What if I AM the robot Babs but I'm programmed to think I'm the real Babs? ... Oh, no!

love ya, B!

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Dear Buffy,

Hey B! I had such a not shitty day yesterday, weird, right? I had a lot of fun at the open mic because my friend Derek was there. It's kinda like when you're all "Oh man I have to fight the apocalypse... but at least my buddy Willow's by my side!" Friendship is really important. I hope you and Willow get back in the same dimension soon. I know how hard it is to be separated by different planes of existence and the forces of evil.

Good luck with that techy guy... I know it's all business and saving the world on a daily basis, but have some fun too!

love, Babs

Monday, August 20, 2012

Dear Buffy,

Hey B, I know I haven't written a lot lately. I guess for a while I was sorta feeling like I didn't need to write to you, like I was doing okay with my friends and comedy and life, and I didn't need to rely on the mystical slayer to be my hero. Thank goodness that hogwash was just a phase! Now, we can get back to being BFFs!!!! Things are going okay on my end, traveling a bit for comedy which is always nice. I like a little bit of escapism (surprise) Did you kinda feel that way at all when you switched bodies with Faith? I bet it felt scary but kinda like a vacation. I wish I could just take a little break from being me sometimes.

Anywhoodles! I wish you and Willow respectively both the best of luck with restoring magic to this universe. I could definitely do with some!

love, Babs